The Heart

Salam...

Heart is a complexity. A unique element of living things which is hard to understand. When a heart communicating with another heart, they create a wave of understanding which is hard to decipher, or maybe it will also put on a barrier which create a fake understanding of each other. The latter, not surprisingly is hard to maintain. They will give up their communication and never to reconnect again.

That is the nature of the heart. To discriminate. Without it, we will be engulfed in this world without knowing which is friend, which is foe. The heart is pure, it is us who stain it. Still, we have the right to decide: to follow, or not to follow.

Right now, a heart is tormented. The cry of agony could be heard aloud. It is suffering, tortured. As a tribute to the heart, at 5.00 am, I composed these lyrics:

Satu hati yang ku beri cintaku

Satu hati yang ku jagai

Satu hati yang ku rindui

Satu hati yang ku sayangi

Malangnya hati diambil orang

Satu hati yang buatku bahagia

Satu hati meleraikan semua

Satu hati yang ku rindui

Satu hati yang ku sayangi

Malangnya hati itu menyakiti

Oh hati dengarlah suara hatiku ini

Mengapa kau pergi jauh dariku

Oh hati mengapa kau berdiam diri

Adakah bukan hatiku untukmu?

Kaulah sinar hidupku

Kini kau mengundang kelam

Kau bahagia disampingnya

Ku dikelar kesunyian

Apakah dosa hatiku ini

Kau calari dan sakiti

Bahagialah kau hati ku doakan

Agar kau sentiasa dalam redha-Nya

(It is a song. Actually, I have wrote songs since form 2. But since my fundamentals in music is not very strong, so what I have are mainly lyrics which only I knew how to sing it. I can't play any strings. The only instrument that I was taught was trombonne, trumpette and some percussions. I will try to work it out somehow. And, this is my second malay composition. A massive of my works are in English, as a way to improve mine.)

Rest, heart. You needs time. Even if no one is willing to care for you, Allah is always with you. InsyaAllah.